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went out with my parents today, amazing i tell you. seemed like a saturday to me. this week, they were home twice on a weekday. :S first was boxing day on monday, then today. haha. woah. like. woah. hehe. but it was quite fun actually. went to mustafa to get supplies for australia, like, shampoo, soap, conditioner, facial soap, and these funny and ugly-looking slanted three-pinned adaptors. actually. it feels quite sad going away. like, what if everyone forgets you and move on with their lives! like! i'll be so so sad. :( but i just might move on with mine so i better not say so much. heh. (that's right. think positive!) haha. but its still sad anyways. sighhhhs.


anyway. my suitcase looks half full. and messy. haha. no clothes in there yet. its just towels of assorted sizes and socks.and hmm. the stuff i bought today. haha.. my suitcase is huuugee. but i might need another! dont think its enough for like 3 months! but then again, its mostly school u i'll be wearing there and i'll have to do my own laundry! hehe.


went to orchard with my mom too, saw the zara sale with alot of pretty clothing and the un-sick me would have grabbed clothes and drool at them and beg my mother to at least look at them and say something like maybe buy them for me? and pout when she shakes her head. but, today, the sick, flubugged me just stared at the clothes and absolutely refused to reach out and feel them and want to buy them. when they are on sale i'm weird. really. i must be really really sick..


oh well. tmr's watchnight. long day. better go rest up.. :)

a shout of praise.
11:56 PM

eeyer, dont feel like blogging anymore. so tiring. heh! well so. went to watch the wesley thingy today! saw alot of people there! like from school, church, love mg.. a whole lot! nehh. but i still feel horrendously sick. my throat is sore (like really really!, it feels scratched), my nose is stuffy, my voice is almost all gone, its sounds like i'm whispering now, and my eyelids feel painfully.. i dont know how to describe it, like how it feels like after you cried for a long long time and you went to sleep and woke up and your eyes just became like. that. pain.. now i remember hating being sick! it's suckyyy :( and i'm going to sleep the whole day tmr! i do hope i get better. and i want to go see the doc tmr, if i dont get any better! can you imagine spending watchnight like this! so sucky!! oh yes, gonna make dumplings for dinner too! then go for cell! teehee. my mom's on leave tmr, spend some time with her too. sigh. oh well. better go rest up then.. :) i do hope i get well again. i dont like being sick at all.

a shout of praise.
11:19 PM

HEEEHEE! as of today, i'm a proud new owner of an ibm laptop. haha. coolness i tell you! :D all ready for school next yr. hahhaa. oh well. today was a long tiring day with a whole lot of food to eat! first was maggi mee and then seafood pasta and katong laksa and char kway teow and then pizza and nachos and ice cream! whole day of bingeing and eating fatty foods! terrible terrible. i think i'll be sarah's first customer when she becomes a deitician! hahahaha. okayokay sarah!! actually better not!! she eats lard. hehee! today was damn crazy mann! dunno what sarah was talking about! haha. a moment of silence for pieces of char kway teow which dropped on the table! like. what the.. hahahha. super funny la! ah well, i should go talk to the crazy woman soon! i said i'll call her..teehee! night then. more tmr!

a shout of praise.
11:39 PM

today was a weird day. and uneventful. started off on the wrong note with my mom, cos i wanted to go out today but she wouldnt let me. then after that my flu got worse, and escalated into a fever of abt 39 degrees! slept the whole day and i felt so sick, but after that, my mom gave me 2 panadols and sponged my body with cold cold water, and i got better, now my temp is like 37! i'm all better! hallelujah! sometimes things work so miraculously dont you think? :p i'm sure now that god has his reasons for not letting me go out of the house today, even though i really really did want to go out today.. haha.. so this just shows god's will is greater than mine! can you imagine if i insisted? then i might have fainted or something. hehehe.



hmmm. the yj ogl called me today to tell me when and where to report to school on tues, but i told him, "ummm, i dont think i'll be going to school, cos i'll be leaving for aust.. " then he sounded quite disappointed and he said its alright, its alright and hung up. i got quite pissed at him actually, cos he woke me up from my nap and i was so so cold and hot all at the same time and i had to get up from under my comfortable warm blankie into my brother's cold freezing room to listen to "a guy who's on the phone." (<-thats what my brother told me and was like, "eh, next time one of your boy-friends (i'm VERY sure he meant it with a hyphen, not together.) call can you tell them to call your room phone." i was like, WHAT. haha. who could it be, i think the only people who know my other no are claire and clem. :S weird. haha. everyone else calls my room no. )



anyway, i realise not having cable is a very sad thing. like yesterday when we went to dean's house, we could watch starmovies and all the other wonderful channels.. :( not fair. and the player is spoilt so we cant watch dvds or vcds. sigh. i wanna get my laptop soon so i can get busy with stuff! like transferring songs and my pictures over to it. so exciting, but i think the worst thing is that i wont be getting it till like next week.. x( bleah. what fairness.! and i must remember to ask around for a usb cable so i can transfer stuff! yesyes, maybe dean has one, he was the one who suggested it. hahahah!


sooo. i was having random thoughts today! (better than blanking out dont you think!) and then suddenly i thought about the enzymes in my body denaturing, so thats why i wasnt feeling hungry the whole day, and i lost my appetite! haha. then i wondered what would happen to the polar curry puff i had for lunch. true enough, it became pai xie wu (if you understand what that means! teehee!) so yeah! that was THE random thought of the day.. wonder if i'll have more of these thoughts! maybe its just cos i was sick or smth.. :S


hmmm.

a shout of praise.
9:16 PM

today was another great day! kinda woke up late to go to dean's house.. then rushed there and got there around 10 plus. dean and james were there then we talked and watched love actually on starmovies. then edmund came.. and they played ps2. teehee! and dean's mom made us lunch! yummy fried rice and maggi mee.



after that edmund drove the 3 of us and debbie to the church bus stop in his cool cool car, which has like a mini-tv in it! wayyyy cool and pretty :) we went down to far east, and james did the unexpected! haha. i'm not saying anything, cos he told the 3 of us not to tell anyone. so you'll see during cell or watchnite or church when school reopens! AHHAHA. its so funny. :D debbie! i want the before and after pics! then dean and debbie left for joel long's birthday party.. i think he's prob like, 1 yr old? haha. he's so cute. :D so james and i went home..



alright. haha. i think i had enough laughs for the day :D no more chicken little! can you guess already! hahahhaha. thats a heeeuge clue! i shld stop using the com man! haha. back to more tv. :) cya.


PS: EH! ITS ONE MONTH TILL I GO! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I JUST REALISED. EXACTLY ONE(!!!) MONTH! :'(

a shout of praise.
7:06 PM

i hope i hope i get a camera. snap all the wonderful shots before i leave. :D i'm really gonna be homesick! bleah! this is gonna be a soooper short entry cos sweet home alabama is in10 mins! :D

anw, today was a day of firsts. :)
[+] i woke up late for svc
[+] i went for 1030 instead of the usual 830
[+] i got so many christmas cards :D
[+] i had xmas lunch with so many friends x)
[+] i got such stupid presents (like dishwashing liquid from yx n kenchin, but i exchanged with kaye for Fab total, haha, so i dont have to buy for aust, since i have to do my own laundry..)
[+] i got a sore throat from eating too much chocolate (!!)
[+] smelt how awful johnny walker is. HEHE

hmm. back to evangel on sat for watchnight. a year's passed so quickly. sec 4's over and i survived, secondary school life is over and i'm gonna miss mg life, and so many other things evolved and changed over this year. this year passed really really quickly.. and its.. scary. how life's gonna pass on by year after year, and you're just getting older and older physically, but inside you're just still that teenage girl.. sigh. life's changing too quickly! and to think i wanted to grow up faster last time. now i just want things to go slowly.. hmmm. watchnight again. then its back to brmc on sunday. and everyone's back from hols! bryan from japan, clem from indo, shawn from BANGKOK! haha. wonder when chris is getting back from mexico. teehee. :D

so. yeah. dean's house tmr! james is gonna dye his hair back to black for school, i might add more streaks, and dunno what else they're gonna do. play ps2 i think! wuliao.. -.-" haha. hope kaye goes! then we can get all high again. :D dont even need any alcohol. hahahhaa. ohhkaye. my brother's queing up to use the laptop! back to the tv for sweet home alabama! :D ta.

a shout of praise.
9:48 PM

heh. today (or rather ytd) was a good day.. :) went out to shop for groceries with my mom at kap, and it was pouring really badly, and we huddled our way under the shade of a tiny giordano umbrella to the mg bus stop.. and we were drenched.. and then we waited ages for the rain to stop.. but it didnt. so we gave up and walked/ran the rest of the way there. teehee! it was quite cool la. :D mother-daughter bonding session after the bangkok trip (which wasnt good at certain points).. and it so happened that mikey and clem saw me and my mom at the bus stop and they were going to macs, so i went over to say hi.. :D


went for my family xmas gathering. what can i say. it was fun cos i havent seen my relatives in a long time, like since before national day. and then it was a great dinner and all. my grandma cooked her famous curry, which is really yummy, and she always cooks it for family gatherings. and we had turkey. hehe! and my cousin(abby) is starting sec 1 next yr! she's got a certain attitude that i rmb i had before, like how everything that pri sch people did was so lame, and i'm like "cooler" than them. cos i was a secondary school kid now. haha. and you know something, i dont really like that attitude. hehe! but i guess its all part and parcel of growing up! and i can tell she's really looking up to me loads. she's trying to get my attention, by hanging around me all the time, but when i talk to her she acts like she couldnt care less sometimes. haha. its quite funny really, but at the same time its scary. and the way she treats her younger sis (nana)! i was appalled! i mean, she's so mean to her (like how i was with joash and still am sometimes), and i can see that its actually not very nice and nana gets quite hurt just that she doesnt say anything cos she wants to gain approval from abby. its. weird in a way. observing my cousins behavior has really started me thinking about my own. so. yeah. and here's some photos from the gathering! :)


but anyway. the bad thing abt the gathering was that they were reminding me of how fast i was leaving. most conversations with my aunts and uncles went something like this, and everyone asked the same qns.

a shout of praise.
1:46 AM

okay. my life resolution. stay happy cos God wants me to be happy. right? and i'm gonna try. and God's gonna help me. and so, as of today, kristi ng is gonna stay cheerful and positive. even if it hurts to be. yes. so when i go australia, its not gonna be so hard, esp when it comes to making friends, or whenever i'm alone. so i wont be doing stupid things, like crying for no reason.. right? rights. i need to get my life back on track.


hmmm. i think i'm gonna start writing testimonials. heh. especially before i go. :) some final words before i depart to the land of the down under. (why do they call it that anyway. hmmm. and it sounds like i'm going to hell or something.) better get started.

a shout of praise.
11:31 AM

sigh, maybe i'm one gloomy person after all. life's changed. i mean, half the time i'm like out of this world. not that i'm in another, its just that, well, i'm zoning out most of the time thinking of absolutely nothing. really. nothing's in my head. and its totally scary. this is happening more and more often now. sigh. especially everytime i'm alone. its so hard to concentrate on stuff too, cos of this. i just start blanking out. maybe i need help. and there's so much stuff to worry about, it seems like the list is neverending. life in aust, family, friends, school, myself... sigh. i cant help it. and sometimes? i wish god was someone more physically present. at least it'll be easier. or like he'd send someone, an angel perhaps. i dunno. its so hard to keep hoping, keep believing, that some miracle will happen. everything seems to be a mess. maybe its good to go to aust then. start a new phase of my life. and leave everything behind. leave everything that's haunting and hurting me. maybe then life will start to pick up. maybe that's why god's sending me to perth. at least i dont really have to worry abt jc then. maybe.



anyway. in the meantime, i'll just keep trusting. and hoping for a miracle. god's there. right?

a shout of praise.
3:28 AM

bleah. i'm bored. i feel like changing my blogskin again. :D hahaha. i'll start working on it.. :)

a shout of praise.
1:02 AM

today.
[9am] went to kaye's house to have a movie marathon with the study group.. hehe. we watched longest yard and white chicks, had loads of laughs.. then it was time for lunch.. which i couldnt have cos it was time to rush off for my dental appt. :( so yeah. they continued on without me after that. haha. but i dont think they were that disappointed anyway. :) so.. teehee.

[2.15pm] dental! at ndc. which is near sgh, which is near the outram park mrt. and guess what. my rubber bands now go across my mouth. and its really restrictive. and its so hard to talk in them, and eating is a problem now, so troublesome! >:( stupid doc. but i guess, all in the name of straight teeth! haha. i hope it only lasts one mth. can you imagine if i have to wear that to aust. GOSH. that'll be another 3 mths of rubberbands. :( grrr.

[3 plus pm] met ken lee and yx at orchard to get wrapping paper and go present hunting. :) then we had predinner at kfc, and we bumped into so many people! yx bumped into his melb friends and his mom and bro, while ken saw his school friends and we met cyn and joel too. and i saw several mg people ard.. yeah. everyone's out! coolios. haha. but orchard is getting too crowded. need to find a change of environment. maybe go cycling next week. :)

[6.30pm] went for cell extravanganza at church.. hee. was a fun night. somewhat. haha. me and sarah went around socialising with everyone cos hwai may was scolding us for sticking to ourselves. haha. glad to see alot of people come for it, cos not everyone's in cell, so for once like we see more people that are from svc.. so it'll be great if they could join us... :) then there was like a performance from love acapala, and deanne's sister is inside and she can sing really really well! i love her voice. :) this group is like an outreach group kinda thing, and they're songs were so cute. and then lydia's husband spoke like a mini sermon.. :) so anyway. after the whole thing we lingered around abit, and like, clem gave us all our xmas presents (cos he's going away) and i got a pink roxy metal waterbottle from him and james! hahhahaha. was so funny. but its so nice and new and shiny. :) and pink. hahaha. i think i'm starting to like pink. :) and i saw a new pink and black wallet which cost like 60 bucks! pleaseohpleaseohplease. some one get it for my xmas present! those who were out with me today! -BIG HINT- :D you two can get more people to share!!! :)

[12am] and so i'm home now blogging abt stuff that happened today (or rather ytd).. ahh. tmr. family gathering.. :) wonder what presents i'll be getting. :) anyway. i should sleep soon. long day tmr! time for some family time. yupp. nightss.

a shout of praise.
12:09 AM

teehee. just got back from bkk today, and i'm mighty tired. the plane ride was so bumpy and i got a headache! esp cos we sat near the engine thingy, and my ears kept popping. thank goodness there's no such flights to aust, or i'll die sitting them back and forth everytime i fly to and from aust. haha. i'm taking qantas. x) its not bad. anyway, here are the photos. x) enjoy..

a shout of praise.
9:04 PM

hehhhh! greeetings from bangkok!! x) hahahhaa. i'm at like siam paragon now, its this like new shopping ctr, and there's this really cool basement where they have an underwater world and a place for hanging out and some computer terminals which i'm using now. and its super hard to type cos i cant see the letters on the keybd, cos they have all these thai characters.. :s and i'm coming back tmr! so exciting... i got most of the stuff that i wanted.. so i'm quite happy.. almost. hahhaa. i guess theres' more that i can get, but its alright. its fun that we're here for right? heh.. and i'm learning to control.. :)


lots of funny and interesting stuff happened on this trip. and i met this really HOT angmoh guy. hahahha. from singapore! weeeee. x) hahahha. but i only said like.. 5 sentences to him. teehee. but he's damn cute.


oh well. more updates when i get back. (tmr! its home sweet home..) and pics with the family too! teehee. and i got a new bf called joash.. he looks super cool. hahaha. i'll show you.. our pics look soooo sweet. x) LOL. seeya then ..

a shout of praise.
8:15 PM

HAHA. i'm at the airport now.. my flight's at 1245 and i dunno what the heck we're doing here so early in the morning, been here since forever man.. since 10 i think. haha. had my brunch just now.. cant wait to get on the plane and fly to bangkok and start my shopping spree. teehee. x) ah well. more when i get back! pray for me! journey mercies and a safe trip there and back. adios!

a shout of praise.
11:29 AM

heh. so its bangkok. TMR! hurray. anyone want anything? tell me before i go.. TEEHEE, which is like in.. 12 hrs. haha. im gonna do all my christmas shopping there. i'm so cheapskate. hahaha. oh well.



today was such a long day, carolling all the way. we went to 3 homes and then had to carol for the musical at night. and then we watched the musical (which was short and sweet, and it was fantastic, if you see how much work they put in) and went for supper. x) chris and bryan and wesley were teasing zhong jie abt sarah (again) hahahhahha. was really quite funny. he's so nice to bully. and he keeps smiling so sweetly. hhahahhaha. x) poor zj. and us girls just kept laughing. teehee.. anw. was quite a bad day too, family stuff which made me quite upset and worried, and i'm glad to say that i've got great friends who kept me hyper through the day, enough to last me till i get home.. sigh. ah well. its over at least. and my feet hurt from heels. haha. i'm not going to wear them again i tell you. x( so painful. bleah.




heh, blogging is getting boring again. so much i want to say, but this isnt the right place to let it all out. oh well. x) i better go sleep anws. dream of bangkok... whahahha. x) coool.

a shout of praise.
11:35 PM

i miss sarah. havent seen her since sunday, and i've got so much stuff to ask her(!!) and i wont see her till i come back from bangkok!! ahhhhh. haha. man. PAE results only come out at 10am tmr. x( thats way loooong.. teehee. and i wont have the computer to check tmr so i've asked someone to help me check. i hope i get into ac. but actually, it doesnt really matter la. x) i'm going overseas. i should let someone else take my place(if i even get one, and i'm not gonna bther trying to appeal). right? that reminds me. so many people are going away to aussieland. x) means i'll have plenty of friends to be with me in the next 4 yrs. haha..

[x]melb
mikey
chris yan
christine
lala
yixian
kenchin
wenyang
nat

[x]perth
andrea
olivia
amanda xie
alissa
amelyn
okay.. come to think about it, its not alot.. haha. but its enough to start a circle of friends. i guess everything's going to be okay after all. god will provide! x) amen.



i'm bored, and there's nothing to do online. i'm done with blog surfing, playing yahoo word games, blogging twice, and talking on msn. thats it. bleah. i think i shall watch a movie or something. its too early to sleep! tmr's gonna be another long day. starting from 1 in the afternoon.. there's carolling... there's cell.. i need to wake up just at 12 so i wont feel bored the whole day. or maybe even at 11. cos thats when all the good kc shows come in.. haha. i want to watch winx club! x) its at 12-1230 i think. and it takes about 15 mins to get to barker. i should be fine. hahahahaha. i'm going to finish up the movie i watched ytd and then i shall sleep. blogging's getting so monotonous.. >.<

a shout of praise.
2:56 AM

hmmmm. the crematorium reminded me of my great grand mother when she died. cant remember what really happened.. just remembered that everyone was crying alot and i cried a few times too.. cos she used to talk to me but as i got older i couldnt be bothered to talk to her, cos i got impatient with her. and i felt kinda guilty. but i guess i wasnt really close to her. i still rmb when she was cremated, my grandmother wailed. and she was beating the floor then. and she was a non-believer then. but now she's a christian too. and i'm glad for it. cos she has hope beyond the grave now. and i'm really happy for her. my grandfather still isnt though. thats something to be worked on..



sat's coming. carolling. i'm kinda glad i went for it.. i cant wait to share with the kids and old folks abt christmas. actually i'm more excited abt the kids. i hope they listen. and i'm praying really hard that everything will go smoothly in the days to come.. there's no practice tmr.. and i'm feeling quite worried.. there are some unperfected songs.. but like my band mate used to say, you know, when ever we perform for god, he'll make everything sound perfect. and i'm gonna keep trusting that he will make things perfect for us. hooray. saturday's gonna be so exciting. x)



alot of things to be mulled over. and i need alot of time to sort things out. and i'm glad that i'm going bangkok on sunday. cos then i'll have time to take my mind of some matters and really get down to doing my christmas shopping. there's so much to get.. i dont know if i have the money. hee. ah well. i think i shall sleep soon. :) its almost 1:30 alr.



hmm. i wonder which jc i'll get posted to. i'll find out tmr. x)

a shout of praise.
1:11 AM

words can make a difference in a person's life. words can make you or break you. words can make you cry, make you disappointed, make you sad, make you lonely, make you feel rejected, make you feel hurt, angry, depressed. words can also make you feel happy, joyful, comforted, and blissful. i guess what i'm trying to say is, you can choose what comes out of your mouth. be it curses or blessings. its up to you to make the decisions. and choosing the right words isnt easy, but if you could make a person feel happier by saying something of a good cause, why not right? if the purpose of what you're trying to say makes the person feel self-conscious or rejected, why even say it at all.. so. yeah. that was like the thought of the day for tuesday. after reading something really.. i dunno what to say.


anyway. i'm going. maybe i'll blog tonight.

a shout of praise.
1:45 PM

yeah, i guess. was thinking about it during carolling today. what am i really doing. am i just making use of people's problems helping them to solve them to cover up the hiccups in my life. is that wrong? i mean, really, is that wrong of me to do that? i do want to help them, and at the same time, try to fill up my head with thoughts of other people's problems instead of my own. i feel like i've been hidden again from my purpose. the light isnt as clear, the road isnt as straight, and something just feels wrong about my whole.. perspective. is that the word? or attitude.. i dunno..




daniel said today how we should be united with each other (in the case of carolling) and following the appointed leader cos god has called he or she to lead and we should follow and support them. if everyone at carolling could be committed and focus on what's the right thing, whether it is coming early for practice, or having discipline, listening to the conductresses, whatsoever.. i guess that's the problem, everyone cant be focussed. distractions are everywhere. we ourselves distract ourselves. and thats another problem in life.. too many things block my path. maybe i'm just saying that as an excuse. but really, there are voids in my life that need to be removed so that i can see what god wants me to do and be. there are too much emotions involved, and in a way,that can be very bad cos it is causing me to wander and think about things that can never happen or even if it can, shouldnt. and i dont want anything to happen. not for now. i feel heavy.. and i need time to sort out everything. you know what just struck me? it was that at the end of the day, your friends and parents wont matter. its the time and walk you have with god that matters. so i shouldnt be feeling confused and hurt over all these little irks and feelings, which is holding me back from the one true thing that i really and only need.




another sad event happened today. and its left me in great shock. i have no idea why i feel hurt, when it doesnt even concern me.. perhaps its because i've just realised the fragility of life. its a whole new emotion that i dont know how to deal with. how to handle death. and i can imagine how hard it will be for them. if i'd lost someone that close, i'd feel lost and suddenly my life would have no direction. my life would be empty. and sure. i would curse and blame god for all that has happened. how life isnt fair. and why god let this happen. and why god allows me to feel all the anguish and pain and suffering. why.. and once i thought about all that, i wondered why i thought about it in the first place. and also if this had happened to me, why is my faith so weak that i would choose to blame god.. in the end, i concluded with everyone has their own decisions to make, and its a choice that god has given to you, to take the cross and follow him and to live in his grace. everyone will ultimately have to answer to god for their own actions. and that your body is god's temple.




you know, somehow, even after sorting out some of my thinking, i still feel burdened. and i wonder why.

a shout of praise.
11:50 PM

i've never felt so strong about God before. as in, serious. i might be really getting to know Him better. i really hope this isnt a passing phase. i really want to know and seek God and know God better. maybe i've just found my calling. and its like, amazing you know.. like how God has been using me. i've only begun to realise it. and i feel like i have to read the bible now. like its a must, cos if i want to help people, i really need a guide to guide me, and that's the bible. i've never felt so strongly about something before. its like, i know something's on, and i need to do something about it. and i want to feel this passionate about God as He is to me. it is a good thing yeah? :D i want to minister to people and share the gospel through talking and sharing with people. i feel like its important to do so you know? i feel like God's using me to tell people things. and this relationship with God has really let me experience his existence. and thats why i'm starting to feel so strongly about Him. its amazing how much i've come to know over the expanse of a few days. maybe i've been slowly absorbing all these while and i havent really understood. and after camp everything just fitted. in a way i'm glad things turned out okay. God is good, all the time. towards carolling, towards camp, towards cell. i'm glad things became okay. you can really tell its God's hands in action. its like, bammm, everthing falls into place when you place the problem into his hands. its like he wants to help you. i want to do something for God in return too. i want to be used by him. and that's why i'm going to dedicate my life to him. and boy, do i hope that this isnt a passing phase of my life. i really really want to do something.

a shout of praise.
8:10 AM

I LOVED CAMP! especially all the talks. gave me what i needed. x) thanks kaye for asking me to go. i'm glad i went too.. and i hope i dont lose the spiritual high too. i want that joy every day of my life. i've made alot of new friends too! and got to know many alot better. i guess everyone's been writing alot about camp so i'm not going to talk about it. haha. go read others for the camp details x) i'm just gonna do shoutouts. hehehe.



*SHOUTOUTS
kaye, claire, sarah, andrea, nat: HEY! thank you 5 so so so much! i'm glad that i've made such wonderful friends like you 5. and thank you for listening to ALL my whining. i know its very irritating, but i cant help it! haha. but yeah. thanks for the tears, the hugs, the smiles, the sharing, the sleeping, the talking, the everything. haha. camp was the best man! x)



patience!: hellooooo group members! haha. thank you thank you for all the fun that we had as a group, although we didnt win as kaye wanted us too, i hope we all rmb that its not all about winning but its all about the fun and bonding that we had as a group! haha. its all right really if we dont win right!! hahahhaa. yupp. although we werent really that united, i hope we all made friends with each other during those 4 days we spent with the team. and i'm glad we all stuck somewhat together. haha. patrick! stop disappearing.. kaye, for your laughter, andrea, for your sarcasm, tze yuen, your patience, wycliff, your sleepiness, prashaanth, your enthusiasm, james, your leadership, ria, your guidance, zaneta, your assurance, justin, your lameness. wheee. thank you all. (;



bang, yixian, dean, joel: wahhh. thank you for teasing me ah. its not funny you know. heh. but thanks all the same, it wouldnt be the same with out you all. :) haha. and who cares abt man u man, let those guys have some peace can.. hahaha.



kenneth lee: hello hello. haha. thank you for sharing so much with me, like you said, its only been a month but you've been a great friend to me too! i'm glad that you trust me enough to talk to me about so much, and i'll try my best to help you alot more.. hang in there! you're doing fine. haha.



cheryl and debbie!: you guys were great, letting us share your room and all. thanks alot! i've got to know you two better, and i'm glad that we got along quite well. thank you for letting me into your personal lives, i hope to be better friends with you two as more sundays pass! haha. see you two around in church.. x)



jonwong: hello little brother! haha. i cant rmb how i became your sister, haha, i think it was cos someone said that we look alike or something. haha. but its okay. its a previlege being your sister even though you say that people should pity you.. i think i'm an okay sister what. x) hahhaha.



to the rest, haha. there's just too many to name! haha. thank you for those who prayed with and for me, thanks to those who spoke at the camp, for helping me to realise that life isnt just all about me but my life belongs to god and it was created by him and for him, thanks for the worship teams, for choosing the songs which applied to me so much, thanks to those who were there to talk to me, thanks for those who shared with me, thanks for making me smile and asking if i'm okay, thanks for everyone basically, who made this camp work. thanks to the camp comm! for even organising this camp, thanks for making it so enjoyable and opening up another avenue of my life. thank you everyone so much :) camp was a blast.




he knows my name - vineyard
I have a maker
He formed my heart
Before even time began
My life was in his hands



He knows my name
He knows my every thought
He see each tear that falls
And hears me when I call



I have a father
He calls me his own
He'll never leave me
No matter where I go

a shout of praise.
8:56 AM

AHHHHHHHHHHH. youth sunday school camp's in like TWO DAYS! so exciting.. I CANT wait. hehehhehe. i CANT believe james is my GL. OH SHUCKS. hahahha., he's going to have hell. HAHA. then kaye is in MY group too. FUNKAY. ;)



ahh. i still dont feel like blogging.. :S HEH. but i needed to say something abt camp. HA. groovy.



oh well. back to the hiatus. maybe after camp i'll have loads to say. :D

a shout of praise.
10:55 PM